deviant confessions

FRIENDSTER MESSAGE

nikki wrote:
hi..yayon..nikki hir...
ex ni jheng...she doesn't know that i'm
writing u a message..and i hope we keep
it that way..i just want to ask something so
that i can understand why she's treating
me this way but before anything else may
i know what she's been telling you...cos
we had this big fight and i assume you
know about it..and i'm sorry if ever i had
offended you...you've been so good to
me and i don't want you thinking bad
things about me because of what went on
between jheng and i...anyways is she
really like this to her exes? or is she
giving me a special treatment cos of what
i did...i hope you can keep this as a
secret..cos i don't want her to think that
i'm invading her space or something like
that...i just want to understand her thats
all...and i hope you can help me...thank
you for your time..

yAyOn wrote:
> hey... its bin a wyl huh! nweis, honestly, im not
> keen on whats happened between you two... all we
> heard is that you guys called it quits... we we're
> surprised and disaapointed nga coz we thought
> you're cool and the 2 of you's deoin well the last
> tym we went out... then we learned jheng has a
> new relationship... i thought u guys are okay?
> though not really great considering your past... she
> works in your family's canteen ryt? i don't even
> know d real deal y you guys went separate ways...
> i juz assumed you had a falling out... since almost
> always that's what happens in the kind of situation
> you're in... juz d same whatever's goin on with u
> guys ryt now, you can be rest assured that you
> and me are okay and we can be friends... you
> haven't done anything to offend me... well at least
> nothing i know of... so you don't have to worry
> about offending me or something... i hope you 2
> will still end up as friends... maybe it wasn't meant
> to be more than that... that's y ur in 2 different
> directions ryt now... juz d same i wish you luck... i
> hope you'll find happiness and peace... as i've said
> m not privy to what happened to you peeps and to
> what could be your present problem is but all i can
> assure you jeng's a gud person, maybe a bit
> complicated, but she has a good and a big heart...
> i hope you can understand her even only as a
> friend...tnx! :)

nikki wrote:
ei...i'm glad to hear that we could be
friends...it really means a lot for
me..thank you...actually we broke up
because i got so guilty bout me telling
lies to my parents..she taught me to love
them and she taught me well.....also i
became at some point disloyal to her..cos
i found myself having feelings for this
certain guy and because i want to be
honest with her i told her..and ofcourse
she got mad.i just want to clear things up
i didn't have an affair...we don't even
have a mutual understanding...it was just
me...and so i didn't want our relationship
to go on knowing that i was capable of
having feelings for anybody else but
her..and from the turn of events it led me
to that decision..but then she keeps on
thinking that i did played her...but i didn't
because way before i broke up with her
we were already in troubled waters and
my feelings for her somehow weakened
that's why i was able to feel for somebody
else...but i still love her and she wasn't
able to see that..it's just that it pains me
to know that she replaced me so
easily...knowing that she knows i still love
her...and now i'm trying my best to build
a friendship between us but then she
keeps on pushing me away and treating
me differently...sad...='c

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