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Artist: Anastacia
Song: Sick And Tired
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missing you...
here i go again...
falling for the same shit...
why do i trust people so easily?
why do i have so much faith?
i know its a good thing but according to ma-in i should be guarded for there will be people who will always be out there to hurt me...because not all people are good...
i miss my buddy..where is he?
why do i always end up with people who can't keep promises?
maybe because i myself is having a hard time keeping promises...
nakaonline si buddy ngaun...pero he's not replying to my messages...
sad..='c
and i can feel that all he's been telling me are all bullshit...
but i can't help myself...it's easier for me to believe than not to...
and again i'm in this shit hole...melancholy is taking over me...
why?
why does it have to be this way...
why do things like this happen to me..?
am i a bad person?
argh...i feel so down right now...
i hate it...
why does he have to say those things that he really didn't mean...
and why do i have to believe him?
argh...i am so naive...
i feel so sad that i want to cry my heart out..
this month has been an emotional roller coaster ride...
God...please help me...be with me...i really need you right now... well i always be needing you..but right now...i need you more than ever...help me to be strong...help me to know from what's the truth and what's lies...